Friday, February 26, 2010

Bad feeling

ow God,,why my heart beating so fast?? Suddenly I have a bad feeling.. Please God,,please makes everything runs good..amin..

When Black meet Grey

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Monday, February 22, 2010

Sunday in Mannheim

Finally I go once more somewhere..Almost 2 months I stayed at home. And it was so fuckin awesome.ggrrrr!! But yesterday, I met people who can what all about to shared with.. and I have a Planning to go back there tomorrow to buy some stuff.. :D

Sambel goreng kentang coocking for Lunch..
-Nisa and Me-
Kiki (me) and Nia

Mannheimer Wasserturm (is already showed. :D)
-Me and Nisa-

Paradeplatz, Mannheim, Germany

Mannheim Universität (Schloß)

What a great Campus building..!!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

We´ve got work it out

Sweet them up, ladies..

You´re my Black and White..!!!
Skirt by. Zara

Friday, February 19, 2010

Me and My Bow

Bow on my Chest..

Bow on my Hair..
Tee by. Zara

When I live without Internet

Gosh,,I hate being bored and don´t have any idea to do something..Wlan in my Gast Haus was stupid Error.. It was for 3 days!.Very Beautiful damage isn´t it??.
Living in "negeri ujung pelangi", where this place is million miles far away from Indonesia, very makes me fuckin` sick of living without internet.. *sigh..
So, the all things I´ve done yesterday (without studying too, :D) was .... Hair Curlying..!!! Damn, even I didn´t go somewhere.. But,it was nice, guys.. hhaha.
And I made some girl´s things like blue bracelet and bow (hair accessoris). Hand made by myself.. Yippie..!!
Oow,almost forgot.Actually not,hehe. After made some stuff, it´s time to filled my body with energy.. ehmm..let´s say Eat Time.haha. It was my second Lunch (at 3 pm).. so silly.. Nasi Goreng or Fried Rice or Gebratenen Reis, cocked with ground beef and Chili sauce or sambal oelek.. It was like Nasi Goreng Padang or Padang Fried Rice. It is famous with spicy But I love it!! :p
So.. That was the end of my day without internet. Did something else, which can make my own self happy...


Thursday, February 18, 2010

I love love love wearing RED

Color red can make us (mentally and physically) :
* Increases enthusiasm
* Stimulates energy
* Encourages action and confidence
* A sense of protection from fears and anxiety.

-H&M and ZARA-

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Lay It Out in Lavender

A sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls.

"Womanist is to feminist as purple is to lavender."
-Alice Walker

I want to show you my necklace

"The mark of a wise person is being able to reach beyond the truth, to admit they can learn more than they already know. A wise person doesn't string together the beads of unrelated events into a necklace simply to have something they wish to see. A wise person sees the truth even if it is something unexpected. That is the most beautiful necklace to wear - the truth."

-Terry Goodkind

*Pimkie Necklace.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Valentine´s Day

Valentine´s day is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other, send some Valentine's cards, Chocolates, or Candies. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. In nowadays trend February 14th has been called as "Singles Awareness Day." 

Valentine´s Day postcard, circa 1910

-Valentine's Day and its equivalents in other cultures-

Thanks to a concentrated marketing effort, Valentine's Day has emerged in Japan and Korea as a day on which women, and less commonly men, give candy, chocolate or flowers to people they like. This has become an obligation for many women. Those who work in offices end up giving chocolates to all their male co-workers, sometimes at significant personal expense. This chocolate is known as giri-choko (義理チョコ), in Japan, from the words giri ("obligation") and choko, a common short version of chokorēto (チョコレート), meaning "chocolate". This contrasts with honmei-choko, which is given to a person someone loves or has a strong relationship with. Friends, especially girls, exchange chocolate that is referred to as tomo-choko (友チョコ); tomo means "friend" in Japanese.

By a further marketing effort, a reciprocal day called White Day has emerged. On March 14, men are expected to return the favour to those who gave them chocolates on Valentine's Day. Many men, however, give only to their girlfriends. Originally, the return gift was supposed to be white chocolate or marshmallows; hence "White Day". However, men have taken the name to a different meaning and lingerie has become a common gift.

In Korea, there is an additional Black Day on April 14, when males who did not receive anything for Valentine's Day gather together to eat Jajangmyun (Chinese-style noodles in black sauce). In South Korea, there is also Pepero Day, celebrated on November 11, during which young couples give each other romantic gifts.

In Chinese Culture, there is a similar counterpart of the Valentine's Day. It is called "The Night of Sevens", on the 7th day of the 7th month of the lunar calendar; the last one being August 30, 2006. A slightly different version of this day is celebrated in Japan as Tanabata, on July 7th on the solar calendar.

In Persian Culture (Iran) this popular date is discreetly celebrated by most lovers despite the disapproval of such occasion by the hardline Islamic government as a copycat of the West.

According to Jewish tradition the 15th day of the month of Av - Tu B'Av (usually late August) is the festival of love (hag haahava). In ancient times girls would wear white dresses and dance in the vineyards, where the boys would be waiting for them (Mishna Taanith end of Chapter 4). In modern Israeli culture this is a popular day to pronounce love, propose marriage and give gifts like cards or flowers.

In Brazil, the Dia dos Namorados (lit. "Day of the enamored", or "Boyfriend's/Girlfriend's Day") is celebrated on June 12, when couples exchange gifts such as chocolates, cards and usually a flower bouquet. This day is chosen probably because it is the day before the Saint Anthony's day, known there as the marriage saint, when many single women perform popular rituals in order to find a good husband (or nowadays, a boyfriend).

In Colombia, the Día del amor y la amistad (lit. "Love and Friendship Day") is celebrated on the third Friday and Saturday in September, because of commercial issues. In this country the Amigo secreto ("Secret friend") tradition is quite popular, which consists of randomly assigning to each participant a recipient who is to be given an anonymous gift (similar to the Christmas tradition of Secret Santa).

In Mexico, the Día del amor y la amistad is celebrated similar to Colombia but this one falls on February 14.

In Finland, Valentine's Day is called Ystävänpäivä which translates into "Friend's day". As the name says, this day is more about remembering your friends than your loved ones.

In Slovenia, a proverb says that "St Valentine brings the keys of roots," so on February 14, plants and flowers start to grow. Valentine's Day has been celebrated as the day when the first works in the vineyards and on the fields commence. It is also said that birds propose to each other or marry on that day. Nevertheless, it has only recently been celebrated as the day of love. The day of love is traditionally 12 March, the Saint Gregory's day. Another proverb says "Valentin - prvi spomladin" ("Valentine — first saint of spring"), as in some places (especially White Carniola) Saint Valentine marks the beginning of spring.

In Romania, the traditional holiday for lovers is Dragobete, which is celebrated on February 24. It is named after a character from Romanian folklore who was supposed to be the son of Baba Dochia. Part of his name is the word drag ("dear"), which can also be found in the word dragoste ("love"). In recent years, Romania has also started celebrating Valentine's Day, despite already having Dragobete as a traditional holiday. This has drawn backlash from many groups, particularly nationalist organizations like Noua Dreapt, who condemn Valentine's Day for being superficial, commercialist and imported Western kitsch.

In Denmark, Norway & Sweden Valentines Day is known as Valentinsdag. It is not celebrated to a large extent, but some people take time to be romantic with their partner, or send a card to a secret love.

Valentines Day also has regional traditions in the UK. In Norfolk a character called 'Jack' Valentine knocks on the rear door of houses leaving sweets and presents for children. Although leavings treats, many children were scared of this mystical person.

In Asia, people celebrate it with a candle-light dinner.

Just try to be Good

Just try to be good

I am so TIRED

My life is incredibly busy right now. I wish I had more time to do the things I love right now. Notice how many people, when asked how things are going, we will say, "I'm tired." Or "I'm really tired." Or "Things are crazy busy and I'm a little tired." Or "I've never been so tired." 

People thought that I´m so strong, a woman, who always stayed cool in front of high-low life. How am I supposed to be a strong woman (*girl maybe).. I´d my best. always. Never think about giving up. And never think about to be strong too.. I  realized it much. It makes me sick sometimes, when I see my strong´s face. They doesn´t know, I always cry when I walked alone around in the middle of somewhere. I am strong. But I´m to tired to be strong. So I really know now, I´m not strong enough...  *_*

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Sweet Chat Romance

Even we´re separated by million miles away

I can still feel you in my arms

here,touch me,besides me

and telling me everything that makes me always smile and laugh

Love You so, 

Monday, February 8, 2010

My Friendster in Memoriam

Remembering when I still used this kind of social networking called ´´, I always edited my own layout background..hehehehe.. This is the one thing that I missed so much in nowadays ´Facebook´-ing.. :D